Aku Pergi jua..

Saat aku memerlukan mu saat itulah kita di pisahkan rasa cukup tidak adil.


Aku terdengar jeritan saudara mara,kawan taulan memanggil2 namaku..

 One Day You Have Go To Alone.

 You Are On your One... ( I Apologize )

Did you ever stop for a while and asked yourself... What is going to happen to me the first night in my grave?


What have I prepared for death? Will I be in heaven or Hell fire? How often do I remember death? Think about the moment your body is being washed and prepared to enter your grave...


 Think about the day people will be carrying you to your grave...


 and your families crying... think about the moment you are put in your grave


Just imagine... imagine yourself in your grave...down there in that dark hole...

 ALONE... it's too DARK... you cry for help, but there is no answer... Nobody can help you... it's too NARROW... your bones are squashed...


 You regret all the bad things you've d one during your life... you regret missing the 5 PRAYERS

You regret your disrespectful manners towards every one , especially your parents...

You regret not wearing your hijab

You regret ignoring the orders of ALLAH...

YOU REGRET IGNORING THE KNOWLEDGE OF ISLAM


YOU REGRET ALL THE BAD THINGS YOU'VE DONE..

THERE IS NO ESCAPE.. YOU WILL FACE YOUR PUNISHMENT FOR EVERY LITTLE THING YOU'VE DONE...
You are ALONE in your grave only with your DEEDS... no money, no jewelry, nothing.. ONLY YOUR DEEDS...


AND WHEN IT IS SHUT,


 YOU FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AND TELLING EVERYONE NOT TO GO.. TO STAY BESIDE YOUR GRAVE


BUT, YOU CAN'T BE HEARD.. THEY LEAVE YOU AND GO AND YOU HEAR THEIR FOOTSTEPS.. AND HEAR THEM CRYING THEY WALK AWAY ...


YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD LAST FOREVER IN THIS WORLD, YOU THOUGHT YOU WILL STAY WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILIES FOREVER... YOU THOUGHT YOU WILL HAVE FUN FOREVER... NO YOU WERE WRONG!!!




THEY LEFT YOU ALONE... JUST SPEND FEW MINUTE S AND LOOK AT YOUR FUTURE HOMES... AND SPEND THE WHOLE OF YOUR LIFE PREPARING FOR THEM...

YOU CAN NOT AFFORD TO IGNORE THIS, YOU NEED TO REMEMBER THIS EVERY MINUTE, EVERY HOUR, EVERY DAY..
EVERY TIME YOU ARE ABOUT TO COMMIT A SIN, REMEMBER THE DESTROYER OF PLEASURES:


DEATH


Illal liqa'..


( basah di ingatanku ketika aku pertama kali mau berangkat ke Mesir dlm tahun 2000).

Maka kelihatan la ahli2 family/member2 mereka semua berlinangan air mata..
(hu~snanye sayu gak rase...)
Ade sorang tu, sambil2 berjalan ke tempat nak berlepas tu, dia makan makanan dalam bekas yang mak dy masak,sambil menangis..Rasanye la kan, mesti dy nak merasa makanan fav masakan mak dy buat kali terakhir before berlepas...isk3...

itu sekumpulan student agaknya..aku hanya bayangkn, itulah yang berlaku sebelum aku bertolak ke Mesir 7 10thn lepas..dan pergi balik selepasnya..suasana itulah yang asik brulang tayang, aduhhh sedihnya..entah kenapa kesedihan itu x pernah luak2 pun..

Tapi kali ini keberangkatanku lain dari yang lain,jasadku di usung, badanku kejap di ikat rapi di atas troly
Maka berlepas jua akhirnya...
Goodbye my friends!!
Semoga berjaya walau di manapun kita semua berada...
InsyaAllah..